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Suicidal thought

Some people lives a very perfect, but not everybody, 99.9 percent of people's life most of the time are miserable, because we have to survive in this world, our economy is so bad, we have to do 2 jobs, some of them are born with lucky parents, Richer parents, but not everybody. Suicidal thoughts, struggling in this society every moment of thinking, to make sure that you are surviving everyday, suffering without food, everyday to make sure you have put food on the table for our family, but sometimes you don't eat. 
Is this the life that you choose to be, this is the life that you have to go through or God have chose you to do. I'm not sure, 
I used to be a person of faith, believe in God, believe in devil, believe in the extraordinary things in the world, but now I have lost my faith on God, loss of faith of devils. I don't know what is the meaning of extraordinary things around the world. For me social media is an escape of life, the likes is the source of my life, the views is also the source of my life, every time I look at a few likes I'll be very happy, somebody actually like my photo, even though I don't know them. Suicidal thoughts, there is the main topic in the title, because sometimes you will have this thought to end your life. So that you don't have to suffer anymore, suicidal thoughts is the keys of suicide, why I'm telling this to you, because I'm having this thought too, am I going to kill myself No but suicidal thoughts will bring you to the edge to killing myself,  I won't kill myself, because it's against the law and it's against the God of wealth.
Funny, right, I still believe in God, sometimes to make sure I survive. If you are someone who having this thoughts, you're not alone
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