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The Cruel World That I'm Living In

Have you ever thought about to let go of your last breath or die for at least 5 hours to see how many people love you like they really came to your funeral, I always ask myself how much can a person loved at like how many percent but the truth is there is no such thing, because you love a person Unconditionally and you know how much you care for them. 

At first I thought that is Love and I was chasing for love, at one point I had to break up with the person I supposed to get married with because there was no love after a while almost one year of my broken relationship, I started to feel love again but something teach me at that point, you can love a person so much but you don't know if that person loves you. IF you know what I mean quite tough right LOL πŸ˜‚ well that is love 

Actually The World Is Not cruel place the people are ! I see a lot of people lie, betray take revenge but you see we are all human beings we all do this thing to each other to show how cruel we can be but there is goodness inside every human being that lives on this earth but finding that good person is just very hard😞

Especially in this pandemic even worse 😞

Yes I know I'm running out of subjects. 
I just want to say I realise there's no such thing as true love and there's no such thing as soulmates ( according to my opinion ) because love comes from everywhere from a child from a grandmother from a badger from a stranger a lot of places even from animals we love we keep them as a Pet 🐢🐱

Finding someone that matches your character your personality let's say your soul, it's quite hard but if you find someone then you're so lucky however for me I'm not looking for it anymore I have moved forward from this searching for my soulmate, I have better things to do but one day God blessed me with someone  that understands me, well I will be so blessed but for now I'm going to take care of myself to be independent woman

And by the way I want you guys to take care of yourself, please wear your face mask wherever you go, sanitise your hand constantly and make sure to take care of the person we love, you know why everyday I'm seeing a lot of death cases for COVID - 19, we don't want to catch this virus🦠,  So Please Take Care Of Yourself.

Love 
Sita Eswary Naido ✨πŸ’›

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