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Suki-Ya Did Not Hit My Expectation

It's been a blast day at work, everything seems to be normal and at the end of the closing. I almost screwed up as always, but it was ok. I was craving for Steamboat for the couple of days I'm being asking suggestions to my colleagues and the Suki-ya @ The Curve They were giving me so much hype about it, and of course I got excited. I was planning to go during my rest days, but unfortunately, the Deepavali 2025 is very close and the preparation is going, so I just did it today.  After I finished my work, I went straight to the mall by train and the named "The Curve " most of my colleagues were very hype about this mall, and I was assuming it may be like the pavilion Bukit Bintang it was nothing like it just feels like a normal mall almost like Mid Valley to many entrance and exit.  I didn't not wait a moment of my time, I straightaway found the restaurant when I walked in, the place was very good and the waitress came and checked on me, it was just me, so the tab...
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I'm Officially 27 Years Old

I just wanna take this moment to say I'm sorry to my body, how much I hurt you, how much I torture you, a lot of scratch marks, bruises and lots of punching in the wall. A few cracked bone in my body and my mental health becomes worse for the past couple of months. To be honest, I didn't take care of myself, but today is my birthday, and I promise to take care of Me that I won't hurt myself anymore. I won't jump into conclusion by hurting myself anymore.  I will take care of my body and my mental health, I love myself the way I am, and I will cherish it forever, and I'm taking this moment to thank some beautiful people in my life that really take cares of me, took the time to message me and asking me how I am. I realized that so many fake people around me and there are some good souls around me as well, so I want to keep them close with me.  I lost so many people along the way, but while that was happening I still managed to find some good SOUL'S 💯😌.  And I...

Transformation

I always cover my face with my HAIR , because I'm always to scared to face the world however my hair is my CONFIDENCE.  There's been a few dramas going on recently in my life and it pushed me to a level where I can't take it anymore and I'm done with this kind of people you might ask? what is related to your hair ? Well, I never expenses my feeling to anyone because I'm scared of losing that person but  before I could express my feelings, it's already too late I have been going through this situation almost a few times, like what wrong I'm doing?  I realize it's not their fault it's mine, my mistake of choosing people to be with me. I have tried several times to move on, unfortunately I can't and I'm just too scared for the changes but after my transformation, I feel more confident and I can face this world with my Chin up. Just wanna say, thank you to some people.  For making me realize how much I need to value myself and to take care of MYS...

The Cruel World That I'm Living In

Have you ever thought about to let go of your last breath or die for at least 5 hours to see how many people love you like they really came to your funeral, I always ask myself how much can a person loved at like how many percent but the truth is there is no such thing, because you love a person Unconditionally and you know how much you care for them.  At first I thought that is Love and I was chasing for love, at one point I had to break up with the person I supposed to get married with because there was no love after a while almost one year of my broken relationship, I started to feel love again but something teach me at that point, you can love a person so much but you don't know if that person loves you. IF you know what I mean quite tough right LOL 😂 well that is love  Actually The World Is Not cruel place the people are ! I see a lot of people lie, betray take revenge but you see we are all human beings we all do this thing to each other to show how cruel we can be but ...

Just Let It Go ( Saint TFC ' S )

I have an Exciting News to tell you that I have played a role in Saint TFC ‘ S Music Video *“Just Let It Go “ * It’s such a honour to play a role in his music video . Thank you @sainttfc n @thereal.anjali  You might ask how did we take all the shoot during this MCO as we can’t go anywhere, it was tough and challenging but you know what !  We did with pride. We did all the shootings from home and with the help of our buddy’s @nithran_naidu ,  @acms.17 and @ozzyy_official we make things possible. Every woman suffers through all types of pain, even with that pain we can still smile n succeed in life. This music video is dedicated to all the beautiful womans’ around the world and I wish to say THANK YOU to all the ladies and gentlemens' in this music video for contributing your part of the show Peace yo✌️✨💛 @sitaeswarynaido. #thisint #sainttfc #justletitgo #sitaeswarynaido #sitavita #musicvideo #womenempowerment

End Of November 2019

It's been a crazy week end of November  Start of December 2019 Wow how times files so fast unbelievable Sometimes we forget the date and time before you realize it is already too late You can't change the past, but you can still change your present and your future. Oh! By the way I watch the movie Pulanaivu it was a really awesome movie unexpected , unexpected twist, so this movie, 10 out of 10, I really enjoyed it, I wish I can watch for the second time.  Have a great day ☀ Truly Sita Eswary Naido 

Suicidal thought

Some people lives a very perfect, but not everybody, 99.9 percent of people's life most of the time are miserable, because we have to survive in this world, our economy is so bad, we have to do 2 jobs, some of them are born with lucky parents, Richer parents, but not everybody. Suicidal thoughts, struggling in this society every moment of thinking, to make sure that you are surviving everyday, suffering without food, everyday to make sure you have put food on the table for our family, but sometimes you don't eat.  Is this the life that you choose to be, this is the life that you have to go through or God have chose you to do. I'm not sure,  I used to be a person of faith, believe in God, believe in devil, believe in the extraordinary things in the world, but now I have lost my faith on God, loss of faith of devils. I don't know what is the meaning of extraordinary things around the world. For me social media is an escape of life, the likes is the source of my life, the ...