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I'm Officially 27 Years Old

I just wanna take this moment to say I'm sorry to my body, how much I hurt you, how much I torture you, a lot of scratch marks, bruises and lots of punching in the wall. A few cracked bone in my body and my mental health becomes worse for the past couple of months. To be honest, I didn't take care of myself, but today is my birthday, and I promise to take care of Me that I won't hurt myself anymore. I won't jump into conclusion by hurting myself anymore.  I will take care of my body and my mental health, I love myself the way I am, and I will cherish it forever, and I'm taking this moment to thank some beautiful people in my life that really take cares of me, took the time to message me and asking me how I am. I realized that so many fake people around me and there are some good souls around me as well, so I want to keep them close with me.  I lost so many people along the way, but while that was happening I still managed to find some good SOUL'S 💯😌.  And I...

Transformation

I always cover my face with my HAIR , because I'm always to scared to face the world however my hair is my CONFIDENCE.  There's been a few dramas going on recently in my life and it pushed me to a level where I can't take it anymore and I'm done with this kind of people you might ask? what is related to your hair ? Well, I never expenses my feeling to anyone because I'm scared of losing that person but  before I could express my feelings, it's already too late I have been going through this situation almost a few times, like what wrong I'm doing?  I realize it's not their fault it's mine, my mistake of choosing people to be with me. I have tried several times to move on, unfortunately I can't and I'm just too scared for the changes but after my transformation, I feel more confident and I can face this world with my Chin up. Just wanna say, thank you to some people.  For making me realize how much I need to value myself and to take care of MYS...

The Cruel World That I'm Living In

Have you ever thought about to let go of your last breath or die for at least 5 hours to see how many people love you like they really came to your funeral, I always ask myself how much can a person loved at like how many percent but the truth is there is no such thing, because you love a person Unconditionally and you know how much you care for them.  At first I thought that is Love and I was chasing for love, at one point I had to break up with the person I supposed to get married with because there was no love after a while almost one year of my broken relationship, I started to feel love again but something teach me at that point, you can love a person so much but you don't know if that person loves you. IF you know what I mean quite tough right LOL 😂 well that is love  Actually The World Is Not cruel place the people are ! I see a lot of people lie, betray take revenge but you see we are all human beings we all do this thing to each other to show how cruel we can be but ...

Just Let It Go ( Saint TFC ' S )

I have an Exciting News to tell you that I have played a role in Saint TFC ‘ S Music Video *“Just Let It Go “ * It’s such a honour to play a role in his music video . Thank you @sainttfc n @thereal.anjali  You might ask how did we take all the shoot during this MCO as we can’t go anywhere, it was tough and challenging but you know what !  We did with pride. We did all the shootings from home and with the help of our buddy’s @nithran_naidu ,  @acms.17 and @ozzyy_official we make things possible. Every woman suffers through all types of pain, even with that pain we can still smile n succeed in life. This music video is dedicated to all the beautiful womans’ around the world and I wish to say THANK YOU to all the ladies and gentlemens' in this music video for contributing your part of the show Peace yo✌️✨💛 @sitaeswarynaido. #thisint #sainttfc #justletitgo #sitaeswarynaido #sitavita #musicvideo #womenempowerment